its nice to see others having their happiness now...
when im having mine and they dont
and when im not having it now, they are now.
happy for them and i fekt shitty for myself
being the fool for the guys out there whom succeeded
in making me a fool.....
i really wonder and ok like wtf
why am i so dumb...
today onwards,
im no longer gonna be the initiator
and the bloody wait-er
cant stand waiting for others
eg. 2.5 hrs at an interchange
4+ hrs in an appointment
well do u even see those efforts?
i bet u dont....
well again,
im back to the sq one.....