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Hey....
life now is so so different..
projects are like dumping me down
assisgnments are like heww
and hey social life is getting bad
i dunno why seh!
i really miss my first half of the year!
i want spend more time with these bunch of ppl!
family wise is cui...
seriously im like botherless
cui cui cui.....
nothing can be done la actually...
my life now just rely on my frens and
of course the ppl close to me...
omg wheres the real rahman!
i want him back here just like before!!
i damn miss these ppl!!
1. My cousins! the fantastic four! my little diana!
2.My granny!
3.The bachais! Nury, Nana n Jon
4.My clique! we shud hv outing and spend time more ok!
5.Cador n Blavis n Fyrhto!! we rock ok!
from the bottom of my heart,
I MISS EU GUYS!!!!
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hey...
life is getting worse day by day...
zzz
now doing project at library...
suppose to work actually.... lols
niwaes, i dunno whats wrong with some ppl...
like hey eu guys are trying to make me
so not affected and emotional and be understanding
to eu guys despite what eu guys have done to me...
hey i dont think thats fair...
and to that dude out there, pls get
ur facts rite first before jumping
to conclusions and talk to me.....
like hello... shes under ur hands now
so why blame me?
isnt it ur duty to make her not cry...
btw, if eu have alr found ur way here,
read this post and analyse ok
who now is the one that have to
think carefully... think la dude...
zzzzzzzzzz
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hey!
today! RAHMAN have regain his confidence!
im back with the normal RAHMAN!
yayness!
well today i really pamper myself!
went shop with cousin and hahahs... one thing
which i shall not say!
hahahahas.....
really shop alot
i supposed to get my yellow tshirt only
and ended up getting like 3 bags!
hahahs
`2 polo-Ts `FOX hoodie `2 shorts `1 shirt
`3 pairs of socks
hahahahs...
and food! sushi, OCK and dinner
went dinner with cheryl
really talk alot with her
yep! share probs...
hahahs....
take care cheryl! love ya lots!
i love shopping!
guess where i went
to pamper myself!!!
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Happy Birthday
Yan Ling!!!!
hahas
and to the november babies too!!!
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I HATE TO BE A FAILURE!!!!
ass...
today is like the most down and sad day for me
got rejected... what do eu expect?
its so damn not fair!
can eu imagine i even cried for this!
like omg! i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!
its soooooooooooooooooo not FAIR!!!!!
BUT HEY!
i dont wanna care anymore!
thanks to bachai nana who treated me so well today!
WE ARE THE BEST!
like hell yeah i dont care!
after all i did so far>?...
and this is what i get?
like bloody fcuk!!!
idiotic hell!
forget bout it!
niwaes, my day was brighter with nana!
ate at breeks!
and that cures me alot!
bachai!
thanks for being there for me!
i should have listen to eu earlier on
and definitely!
i really really miss
JONATHAN AND NURY ARFANY!
we shud meet guys...
and talk talk talk!.....
long time gossip sessions should
resume like hell now la!!!!
i wanna be with my friends...
like hey common who are
we without friends!
like go to tuts la with the sad thing
rahman have officially given up on her
get it?
niwaes, its her final decision...
what shall i do?
stay happy with my bachais la of course!
i seriously dont understand whats so
bad about me?
like go to hell la if im soft or whatever
because this is me
yes!!!
THIS IS ME!
get it?
BACHAIS rocks forever!!!!!
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hey...
two more days to RPs dance concert
quite excited...
oh yesh!
BEST WISHES
to my m'm, M'm Azean...
as shes transfering to another outlet...
im so gonna miss eu like mad ok!
hahahahs
today went out with her for the
2nd time....
we were like totally in a relationship...
hands hold tight, and some stuffs...
until i was told smth...
hais...
i just wanna ask...
why must this always happen to me...
its so utterly not fair!
am i born to be a failure?....
its true enuf that eu're stress to be in the middle....
btw two guys and have to choose..
at the same time to, i feel guilty as fren...
oh shit!
this is so affecting me....
i really hate it!
hate hate hate it.....
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hey ya!
gosh surya! of course excited lar!
hahas.. ok!
i need to control!
i've been shop quite alot!...
heres the list...
Black Shirt- $26
Blue Jeans-$39
Grey Jeans-$24
Everlast sneakers-$39.90
Havaianas Slippers-$39.90
Lenses n stuff-$30
Food and drinks!-$$$$$$$ damn alot!
its like half of my pay!
goch....
not to act la but omg real alot!
but hahas... i still have a shoplist
to be completed! SO LOL!
but hey! rahman is not rahman if its
not all about shopping!
hahahas.....
i think thats the crazy me!
a word....A PHRASE MAEB?
SPENDTHRIFT FREAK!
LOLS...alot more stuffs i need!
so i cant let go of this job...
bout love?...
nah... rahman is cui....
i mean common....
i became "botherless"
like tuts...
i love myself and my friends....
scandals?
oh maeb?... hahas
quite dangerous to have tho!
maeb its just me?...
i am who i am....
hahahs...
ok thats a bit chim...
well what am i gonna do?
just pretend nth happen and go
to work tml!
gosh 10am!! shits...
cya soon!
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heys.....
tday was haha quite hahas...
lols.. did my shopping spree with surya...
was very haha... make me want to spend more
bought my hava and everlast sneakers...
both on discs....
but i was so damn disappointed la...
my hava just broke..
irritating
going down again to change tml...
oh oh.. as we walk,
saw this bakery or choc shop at shaws...
walan! so damn nice la..
so tempted to buy!!!
we ate alot la..
hahas... sausages, ock.... gelatinno!
hahas.. damn nice
ohoh... eu surya!
better look for nice dresses for ur prom orh..
dont dissapoint ur stylish here....
the zara dress suits eu la ok! go for it.. hahahs...
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event just past....
helloween and the movie retreat
i had fun and congrats to bachai!
for winning the best female dancer
at the helloween party...
its happening... and
hey guess what i went as?
PHANTOM!
how cool is that seh!
pics are at facebook... at bachai's ya?..
hahas...
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yo! rahman is superbly cui alr....
sch is like so damn hectic...
today ended at 7 with socio last...
and haha tons of work to do....
definitely this boy have gone wild and bad
like tuts.. bachai eu shud know la huh....
hes damn sad la with the ppl around him
these days..... like so many stuffs...
he's so confused why ppl question why
he likes them...
he's so frustrated with the things he's family does....
its so damn really pissing him off...
rahman just dont understand...
really... seriously...
its really so hard lar...
i really miss that someone to talk to
other than my bachai....
and failures just keep coming to me..
i hate it..
so so hate it...
bachai! i need ur shoulders to cry on man!
damn idiotic.... i really feel like an idiot!
interested in someone..
yet someone just doesnt show any respond
i men yes eu do show but hey...
i dont know what to say
its been like the same respond goes with others....
RAHMAN DAMN IRRITATED
AND HE JUST WANNA GIVE UP!
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