hello all...
i mean to whoever who passes by and read this
altho i know my blog is knda dead of visitors
wednesday21102009the day, one of the days i felt very exhausted in school
today is the first day of SS..
and at first it was scary BUT at the end of the day,
it turned out fun!
well basically, i think, if all we think is about learning
and having fun, it wont be a misery to wake up at 5am
each wednesday for 4 months from now....
i may sound so err "goody"
but i think this is where i can have fun most!heh
having said so, whether how tired am i or not exhausted am i,
i returned home complaining and talking to myself....
i realised this is kinda pathetic...
but what ive learned today, we decide our own fate
and i just take it as smth that comes and go...
talking too myself isnt that pathetic afterall....
but i just wondered how long more
must i continue be in this situation, in my own house....
the only people that i talk to are friends....
and even so, some bitches here just can happily say,
ur friends are fakes...
and just so you know,
if they are fakes or not... i dont care..
because at least they are by my side, with their ears,
hearts and mind open to listen to me..
and give advices to me....
u? what do you do?
my own flesh and blood some more....
although i promised myself,
not to shed tears to anyone who doesnt deserve it
ESP the four of them,
im still now....
what else can i do ?
i just miss mum and granny....
alot... and i mean alot...
i wouldnt have to write all these things in rayarman.bs
if they were here.. each day for me..
asking for my well being... and how happy am i...
and i would 10000% guarantee the ans would be
" i am awesomely happy with you by my side"
tears are dropping again.....
falling into u....
