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wow... its been long since i posted anything here hahas..... life have been great with downs(more) and ups(less) hahas.. attachment so far so gd and hah! i need to save more.. money money money! i need money!
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its nice to see others having their happiness now...when im having mine and they dontand when im not having it now, they are now.happy for them and i fekt shitty for myselfbeing the fool for the guys out there whom succeededin making me a fool.....i really wonder and ok like wtfwhy am i so dumb...today onwards,im no longer gonna be the initiatorand the bloody wait-ercant stand waiting for otherseg. 2.5 hrs at an interchange4+ hrs in an appointmentwell do u even see those efforts?i bet u dont....well again,im back to the sq one.....
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everythings gone now... things that i build, its over like finally, i feel nths burdening me now...... hahas.. i can really LOL now... oh and whats up with threatening? "dun ignore ar!" is a threaten... i really dun think so... and hey do i even bother anymore.. im over with IT alr... attention now is just for sip and friends... work has been fun and okok at the same time everyday, theres something new that i learn and of coz know more bout my fellow colleagues oh oh! and kak tini! better tag smth! i know u'r reading! hahas love u so so much! hahas and yea one day, sakae pls!!!
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woots...well its been 2 days at my attachment plc...hah..weird but fun..interesting but hmm lacking of smth...and haha i really learn tonnes of new stuffs although its only been 2 days.the staffs in my dept are very family-ly... hahasseriously... i have like a mum there whos like very nice..nag and talk about everything under the sky..and other seniors who are ok! hahasmore things to look forward for!and hah.. im kinda like trying to let go some things as welllike things arent belong to me..which is showing its true meaning and the meaning isit doesnt belong to rahmanbut seriously, why cant god take it like away straight away....i mean yea...and now, i wanna smile and keep myself occupied so that i will soonforget about the memories, sweet memories and just think bout me now.selfish, thats what im gonna be sooni mean, im sick of thinking of others when others dont even like care or bother bout me... so haha, we'll see the change then...no longer gonna wait and clap with only one palm...thats not gonna happen anymore..whats mine will be mine, whats not, well, u may leave.whats up next? i wonder... heh
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N-I-C-Ethats all that i can say right now....oh i just cut my hair ytd! its like awesome!love it so much! although some ppl dun like it and just dun dareto mention it infront of myf ace, fuck hack care la!seriously, mind ur own business la bitch...had a great time today meeting my besties, nana and siti!and of coz him...feel so much valued and omg nice laok i think shouldnt be so ermm how to say?yea shouldnt jump to things so fast heh..but i hope this time it'll really turn out very well...really miss mum alot.i noe ive not been visiting u since long but hais,mum i wish u were here talking to me, bitching with me,hugging me.... omg tearing again! bitchseriously i dunno how to handle with the ppl in this hotel anymorelike fuck, just dun bother about me can?if u guys bother also, bother on the correct things and do it properly...and pls la, dun act like as if u care but in ur heart u hate and feel disgustedits sooo true that a hate and have lots of revenge, but i show it rightbe glad that im honest la hehwe all noe we hate each otherstop PRETENDING.just show our true colours and thats it...jeeeezzzzz.....alright, i haven shower yet! gotta meet him soon !outta for now! heh
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sometimes i just feel like things are really not going rightsomethings just have to go the way that i dont want it to beand things too have to be the way it is to beok thats crap alr.certain things doesnt match and we only get to find out laterat the back or end stage u call itbut now, i really think what im gonna do is the right thingits not i can foresee the future but things are suggesting whats gonnahappen in future, and its not a good thingi dont want to suffer later and rather us suffer nowok thats it for that topicfor now, i think this song really hit me so so bad lyDangerously In Love~it made me smile and cried...Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world
I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me
And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side
Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you
Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love
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have been working everyday at really short hoursbut hah, at least im not at home.somehow or rather i felt more attached to work now than beforeits like hey im looking forward to work man.thanks to my fellow staffs whom are awesomely fun...wondering to continue working during SIP or have a breakbut at the same time really wanna work more to earn more!PHUKET's the reason of coz!and heh for me to spend...talking bout SIP, had a phonecall just now! and wow, first day of SIP,meeting at khatib, 830am, smart casual...really awesome. its so much nearer than school and woots smart casual..hopefully for the rest of the SIP also remain the sameand omg results coming out nxt weekim totally speechless...still wondering bout the worse case scenario, it stills hunts me everyday,but again to think over it, i'll do better for the 2nd chance.not that i want to go thru the 2nd chance but hmmm hais...so much of anticipating bout that special chapter ion my life now,surprisingly, its not really moving gradually, but hmm i guess remains and stayedat the very same speed and stop.im now clueless whether to continue with that chapter or hmm leave it behind.things not all but there is a sure thing something collides when it meets.hmm now again im speechless...like hey rayarman, what have you got urself into?
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wow... its been long since i posted anything here hahas..... life have been great with downs(more) and ups(less) hahas.. attachment so far so gd and hah! i need to save more.. money money money! i need money!
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its nice to see others having their happiness now...when im having mine and they dontand when im not having it now, they are now.happy for them and i fekt shitty for myselfbeing the fool for the guys out there whom succeededin making me a fool.....i really wonder and ok like wtfwhy am i so dumb...today onwards,im no longer gonna be the initiatorand the bloody wait-ercant stand waiting for otherseg. 2.5 hrs at an interchange4+ hrs in an appointmentwell do u even see those efforts?i bet u dont....well again,im back to the sq one.....
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everythings gone now... things that i build, its over like finally, i feel nths burdening me now...... hahas.. i can really LOL now... oh and whats up with threatening? "dun ignore ar!" is a threaten... i really dun think so... and hey do i even bother anymore.. im over with IT alr... attention now is just for sip and friends... work has been fun and okok at the same time everyday, theres something new that i learn and of coz know more bout my fellow colleagues oh oh! and kak tini! better tag smth! i know u'r reading! hahas love u so so much! hahas and yea one day, sakae pls!!!
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woots...well its been 2 days at my attachment plc...hah..weird but fun..interesting but hmm lacking of smth...and haha i really learn tonnes of new stuffs although its only been 2 days.the staffs in my dept are very family-ly... hahasseriously... i have like a mum there whos like very nice..nag and talk about everything under the sky..and other seniors who are ok! hahasmore things to look forward for!and hah.. im kinda like trying to let go some things as welllike things arent belong to me..which is showing its true meaning and the meaning isit doesnt belong to rahmanbut seriously, why cant god take it like away straight away....i mean yea...and now, i wanna smile and keep myself occupied so that i will soonforget about the memories, sweet memories and just think bout me now.selfish, thats what im gonna be sooni mean, im sick of thinking of others when others dont even like care or bother bout me... so haha, we'll see the change then...no longer gonna wait and clap with only one palm...thats not gonna happen anymore..whats mine will be mine, whats not, well, u may leave.whats up next? i wonder... heh
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N-I-C-Ethats all that i can say right now....oh i just cut my hair ytd! its like awesome!love it so much! although some ppl dun like it and just dun dareto mention it infront of myf ace, fuck hack care la!seriously, mind ur own business la bitch...had a great time today meeting my besties, nana and siti!and of coz him...feel so much valued and omg nice laok i think shouldnt be so ermm how to say?yea shouldnt jump to things so fast heh..but i hope this time it'll really turn out very well...really miss mum alot.i noe ive not been visiting u since long but hais,mum i wish u were here talking to me, bitching with me,hugging me.... omg tearing again! bitchseriously i dunno how to handle with the ppl in this hotel anymorelike fuck, just dun bother about me can?if u guys bother also, bother on the correct things and do it properly...and pls la, dun act like as if u care but in ur heart u hate and feel disgustedits sooo true that a hate and have lots of revenge, but i show it rightbe glad that im honest la hehwe all noe we hate each otherstop PRETENDING.just show our true colours and thats it...jeeeezzzzz.....alright, i haven shower yet! gotta meet him soon !outta for now! heh
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sometimes i just feel like things are really not going rightsomethings just have to go the way that i dont want it to beand things too have to be the way it is to beok thats crap alr.certain things doesnt match and we only get to find out laterat the back or end stage u call itbut now, i really think what im gonna do is the right thingits not i can foresee the future but things are suggesting whats gonnahappen in future, and its not a good thingi dont want to suffer later and rather us suffer nowok thats it for that topicfor now, i think this song really hit me so so bad lyDangerously In Love~it made me smile and cried...Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world
I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me
And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side
Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you
Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love
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have been working everyday at really short hoursbut hah, at least im not at home.somehow or rather i felt more attached to work now than beforeits like hey im looking forward to work man.thanks to my fellow staffs whom are awesomely fun...wondering to continue working during SIP or have a breakbut at the same time really wanna work more to earn more!PHUKET's the reason of coz!and heh for me to spend...talking bout SIP, had a phonecall just now! and wow, first day of SIP,meeting at khatib, 830am, smart casual...really awesome. its so much nearer than school and woots smart casual..hopefully for the rest of the SIP also remain the sameand omg results coming out nxt weekim totally speechless...still wondering bout the worse case scenario, it stills hunts me everyday,but again to think over it, i'll do better for the 2nd chance.not that i want to go thru the 2nd chance but hmmm hais...so much of anticipating bout that special chapter ion my life now,surprisingly, its not really moving gradually, but hmm i guess remains and stayedat the very same speed and stop.im now clueless whether to continue with that chapter or hmm leave it behind.things not all but there is a sure thing something collides when it meets.hmm now again im speechless...like hey rayarman, what have you got urself into?
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Email: rahmanz13@hotmail.com
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